Her.

I don't even get why we pretend to be friends anymore. It's obvious we're not. I can tell, because she never listens to me when I'm talking, and never attempts to talk to me, or sit with me, or anything. Also, she's told me the people she doesn't like. Unless she lied all that time, or had a real sudden change of heart. But anyway, she seems friendlier to them than she is to me now. Also, she seems so... flirty nowadays. Maybe I shouldn't judge her; maybe I look like that too. But I don't like like the guys I'm really friendly with. They're just friends, albeit good ones. I don't know, she's just been getting on my nerves a lot recently. It's pretty tempting to just drop our friendship altogether, but maybe we have already. Or maybe I don't want to say goodbye to all the good memories we had when we were friends. It seems like a waste to just let it go.

So maybe I haven't been all that friendly to her these past few days, but that's only because she hasn't made any attempt to talk to me, or do/say anything that would reassure me that we're still friends. I've just been ignoring her; I don't think she minds. Perhaps she likes how she herself doesn't have to make an attempt to ignore me. Maybe I should try to rekindle that once strong friendship, but why, and how? She doesn't listen to anything I say; she doesn't seem to want to be near me. Maybe it would be wise to just let it go. I don't know yet, but I hope soon, what I should do will be clear. One thing's for sure, she isn't the person I once knew.